February 2010
01.31.10
Hm, so this weekend’s been pretty good overall.
Well, I didn’t go to school Friday, I convinced my mom to let me stay home.(: She was taking me to school, and then when we got there, we just turned back around to go home. Then, I hid in the back while my mom drove my sister to school, then right when Aja was getting out, I popped out! hah, it was pretty funny. :) Friday was really...
January 2010
“You know what ‘fear’ stands for? It stands for false evidence...”
– Gary Busey
Bold the ones that relate to you
spankyspank:
mulberrycheesecake:
couragemoon:
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. 02. I have seen a therapist. 03. I love my mom. 04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. 05. I have gauged ears 06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 08. I love to write. 09. I can’t live without chapstick. 10. I’m probably emotionally...
hell yeees,
I’ve talked my parents into letting my get my belly button pierced!
And, James comes back some time in February and he’s gonna give me a tattoo. So fucking excited. :)
Now, I just need to convince my parents to let me get my nose pierced.. I’ve been asking since around 7th grade, hah.
“I’m not the same kid from your memory.”
– Paramore
Well, this weekend. I don’t know how I feel about it overall. Friday was fucking odd. Like, it really tripped me out, and I ended up driving for literally hours in the rain, crying. It’s so weird how everything happened. I’m not sure what to think about it.
Then, last night? Eh, not exactly what I had in mind. But, it was okay. I don’t even know. I do know though, that I...
Day ?
I already fucked up the daily challenge thing, so I give up, hah. :)
“She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet. Search for the time...”
Day 03- favorite book
I have a lot, so I’m just gonna make a list.
A Million Little Pieces by James Frey
My Friend Leonard by James Frey
Bright Shiny Morning by James Frey
Tweak by Nic Sheff
Beautiful Boy by David Sheff
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chobosky
There’s actually a bunch more books that I love, but those are my favorites lately. :)
oh, and The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
excuses.
I am done making excuses for others. Why should I continuously excuse the fact that you’re just an ass? I’m so done, hah. And honestly, I know who I like and who I want to be around and if you don’t want to be around me, that’s fine. I’m really beginning to realize everyone’s bullshit and lies and I’m just not gonna be a part of it. You are no longer...
01.19.10
So, over the past couple of days, when anyone is being an asshole, I straight up tell them. I’m so proud of myself for standing up to all these douchebags, and I really feel like right now, I’ve gotten rid of everyone negative in my life, and I’m just starting over. I know how to tell when someone is fake, or full of bullshit, so I’ll just stay away from it this time.
...
Day 01- favorite song.
well, it won’t let me upload it (lamesauce), but it’s: All That I Want by The Weepies.
:)
I'm gonna attempt this. :)
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken...
thoughts,
I’ve got so much on my mind right now. But overall, I’m in a good mood. It was nice to get away for the weekend, and this weekend when everyone’s gone should be good too. I need to hang with some new people and I already have some plans. :)
Kate and James come to visit in Feb. Then, I’m going on a plane for the first time to go visit Kate in Texas for spring break. Best birthday present ever. :)
birthday;
has actually been really good. I got a gift in the mail from Kate todaay. :) fuck yes, she got me a highland park shirt and buffalo exchange gift card. so fucking happy. :)
But serisouly, I love all my friends. Today’s been pretty awesome and it’s not even over yet. So, I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday and made today fucking amazing. I love all you...
you have got to be kidding,
are you serious? What do you mean, what happened with us? You’re a dick. Serisouly, I don’t even know. Gaaaah. I feel horrible lately. Like, what I did with you, I’m already doing again with someone else. And, I probably shouldn’t. Shit.
01.03.10
So, I didn’t think I’d be spending my last day of break with some boys watching football and dog competitions. But, I loved it, hah. And, I really liked just being in your arms. I don’t know where any of this is going, and I’m not expecting much, but it’s nice for now.
1 tag
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
You know how in that movie they were able to erase someone from your mind completely? Well, I don’t want you completely erased from my mind, but I want the pain erased from my life. I still want to remember you, I could never forget you. But, I’m sick of feeling like this.
“I’ve forgotten what it feels like to feel normal, to be normal. What is...”
– Rooney
questions,
so, all of a sudden, like 10 kids I know are doing this, and it’s kind of rad.
http://www.formspring.me/maddydarling
ask anything. :)
“If you could count the skeletons in my closet, under my bed, not under my...”
– Eminem